Estoy en un Wings en el aeropuerto internacional de Benito Juarez en la ciudad del Distrito Federal. Acabo de perder mi vuelo a Merida, estoy solo, moneyless, frustrado, cansado, agripado, no he dormido bien en semanas, decepcionado de la vida, de mi trabajo, con ganas de tirar la toalla y mandar todo al carajo. Ya no quiero seguir con mi trabajo, no me gusta, este viaje solo me abrio la mente y me pude dar cuenta de lo horrible que es mi empleo, y lo genial que yo crei que era termino siendo nada comparado con lo nefasto que realmente llega a ser, as if the pink heart shaped glasses or whatever they had lost. I only need a dose of reality delivered directly into the coronary vein and spreading like a plague throughout the body from head to toe. I should never have come this far. At that time a full waiver for a promise, which in my case ended up being nothing. And leaving it all behind you, that kind of decision is that? Perhaps hasty? wrong mmm sounds better.
Until 30 days would leave my life, family and friends back for a promise, all these days I woke up too early, I went to bed too late, I have committed most of the account and I sweated so I should not, stop eating, stop sleeping and get the time to stop thinking clearly outside the tent, so much so he did not remember if the day had anything to eat or even if I had bathed. Wanting to sleep only three hours a day even if but finally reached disrupted my hotel room alone with hope that soon 1 Anoy 11 months of effort and hard work to give their reward, I Was damn wrong.
The world is driven by politics and politicians, and as much as I consider myself a social being, not as to politics, no, I can not walk far CRAWLER gossip or anything with my superiors, no, not me I can relax and cheating or covering up something that's look good, I can not do what is right, and even if I do not consider model of rectitude, MAN! osea no mames ... things just are wrong.
And so step and two days ago ended in "Would you like to change here? but it is the same as "PLOP
NO THANKS.
Not for nothing but the moment they saw me in the eye and said they loved me, and second, i was shitting Already itching to run clear after musta slapped everyone. No, I will follow the same, and no I'm not even a second more willing to be the same, so the change of residence, so leave behind people that I consider essential in life, so much trouble and So much change, so the loneliness That my sacrifice! If you also want me to starve and walk to work are very wrong, I mean, between rent and transport, DF just me.
I tired.
So, let Zara.
Ps. And yes, I promised, and I met ... twice. I'm also not stupid enough to wait for the third.
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And now Im in Merida and Im very very very happy I have
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